I've finally graduated and being a semi-unemployment

dok. pribadi

I've been stained for a long time with rhetorical question, "when will I finally graduate?". And then, the following fantasies about wearing office clothes, entering the multistory buildings, and having a cup of coffee before starting the day come up afterwards. But, when my self-consiousness appeared to say hello, those tiny beautiful dreams dimmed, substituted with another illusions.

Now, I'd regain another dreams, wish another hopes to redeem.

On 2nd Oct 2018, when the head of department has approved the judicial process, I've been officially named as temporary unemployment until the placement announcement dropped.

What does graduate mean?

It means, I'm no longer being a student, I'm no longer having impromptu assignment, I'm no longer worrying about the final score, I'm no longer being haunted by the ferocity of drop out from my holy school, and I'm no longer meeting several people,

There are too much 'no longer's on my list to be crossed.

Sad to be true, i will no longer meeting my friends too :(

From another blah, the alter ego inside of me murmured, "but, this is the part of growing old, isn't it?"